Life has been peaceful for the week to clear lots of work while the boss wasn't around. I am totally guilty that when life is easier for me, I put God aside, till the extend that I understood the message from God one day later.
While I was queuing up to get my brow threaded, an old lady started a conversation with me. She asked me where I study and so. And she went on giving me compliment after knowing what school I came from. It didn't struck me at that point of time because I feel that I just wasn't up to the standard though I was from that particularly good school. I used to tell people that it is by God grace and miracle that I got accepted by the school and I also once told God that I am a Joke because I feel that I wasn't up good at all.
But God is graceful to me. He doesn't get angry when I told him that I was a joke. God has every reason to put us through something and He always has a great plan for His children. Slow to anger and with love, He uses that old lady to remind me that I am good and don't belittle myself.
I'm always amazed when God speaks. He uses His own creative way to speaks to me even when I don't spend time with Him. He comes to look for me instead. I'm totally guilty but grateful that He demonstrated His loyalty.
Today, I'm guilty once again that I had put God last. Just because my boyfriend has to attend a wedding banquet and no one is around to accompany me and celebrate my birthday, so I decided to attend a church talk. Even though I just wanted to stay at home to rest, I felt that God asked me to get my lazy bum out of my house. Thank God I did! The message was good. Though I was hoping that I could get a word of confirmation from the prophet for my birthday, but I believe the message was for me. Everything that prophet John Arcovio spoken has total relevant to my life. I has to learn to forgive all those people that have hurt me. I have to release them and most importantly to release all the chains so that God could move on to bless me with other things. I guess that was my birthday message. It is very tough but I guess I have to depend on God grace to be truly free. And I know that God had open this door of freedom on my birthday, it is only my choice to enter.
And thank God for bunch today. Boyfriend was totally sweet today. He wake up an hour early to cycle so that he could accompany me for bunch. Thank God for such a wonderful boyfriend.
Time for bed! Boyfriend is picking me up for birthday breakfast before church and sport ministry tomorrow. Will be a tiring day but It will be fruitful!
