Finally back to blog again. Sorry for all readers. Haha. Not that im lazy or nth to blog, jus tt i dun really like being stuck infront of e com for too long. As u all know, im a v active person. Hehee...
Tone of things were happening in my life. From work, losing of my beloved grandpa and to be dependent on God. One verse tt struck me so much is : " Dont let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in Faith and in purity." -1 Tim 4:12.
Okie, that's all for e day....
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Friday, September 22, 2006
The Run
The RUN.
So happy to be able to go for a after missing trg for abt 2 wks. After all the illness, giddiness and the busi-ness. A thing to cheer for was that, ytd was the first time I went jogging with him. For so long, we had been doing our own trg n never had a chance to run together. So Happy!
Along the run, my mind went wild, thinkin on alot of stuffs.
At pt of time, when im tired I din want to tell him cos I dun want to affect him cos he seem tired too. It's like being in relationship. At time when e reationship seem to be boring but becos you so wanted to continue to be with tt person and finish the run with, or becos U love tt person n din want to hurt tt person... somehow sth like tt [it's complicated]... Haha. So we kept silent. But watever it is 开心就好！
This must be always a start & an ending. You may start the run with anybody. Halfway thru, either partner may slow down or stop. Will you wait for him/her? Or get another person to run the other miles? It's all depend on you. Watever it is 开心就好！However, the next person may not be running at a comfortable pace for you. It's either to adapt, stop to wait for the previous 1 or running ahead to change... Haha. Watever it is 开心就好！
Haha.. Hehee. Toking for so long. Dun really noe wat I tryinh to put across actually. Anyway, for now I still noe tt im still running with yonggie bear. haha...
Jia You to all Tp tracker. Wanna wish all e luck to be with you all during IVP. God bless.
くがつ にじゅににち に ｌれい れい ろく 、金 よび
So happy to be able to go for a after missing trg for abt 2 wks. After all the illness, giddiness and the busi-ness. A thing to cheer for was that, ytd was the first time I went jogging with him. For so long, we had been doing our own trg n never had a chance to run together. So Happy!
Along the run, my mind went wild, thinkin on alot of stuffs.
At pt of time, when im tired I din want to tell him cos I dun want to affect him cos he seem tired too. It's like being in relationship. At time when e reationship seem to be boring but becos you so wanted to continue to be with tt person and finish the run with, or becos U love tt person n din want to hurt tt person... somehow sth like tt [it's complicated]... Haha. So we kept silent. But watever it is 开心就好！
This must be always a start & an ending. You may start the run with anybody. Halfway thru, either partner may slow down or stop. Will you wait for him/her? Or get another person to run the other miles? It's all depend on you. Watever it is 开心就好！However, the next person may not be running at a comfortable pace for you. It's either to adapt, stop to wait for the previous 1 or running ahead to change... Haha. Watever it is 开心就好！
Haha.. Hehee. Toking for so long. Dun really noe wat I tryinh to put across actually. Anyway, for now I still noe tt im still running with yonggie bear. haha...
Jia You to all Tp tracker. Wanna wish all e luck to be with you all during IVP. God bless.
くがつ にじゅににち に ｌれい れい ろく 、金 よび
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Losing the toughness
After my secondary sch yr... i Started to convert from long distances to sprinting. It's really fun and exciting to feel the speed. Partly becos od the fear to conquer the mental toughness. However, due to my life rountine, i lose alot of muscle n not choice im back doing the middle distances training. The best part is... Im running alone with my shadow showing my running style.
Fri 25/08/06
Training Prog: 2 sets of 10x100m with 100m jog interval
Average time: 20s
Tue 29/08/06
Training Prog: 6 sets (200m stride,100m jog,100m stride,200m jog)
Average time for 100m stride: 18s
Average time for 200m stride: 40s
With addition of 4km jog after that
Though I also wanted to go for a longer distances jogging after since i started working, but i werent allow due to time constrain. However, hearing the news of jogging a 4km was making me mad.
During the run, the only thing i can think of was hatred. Cos im too tired to do that and it was a 10x on the track. There was 1 pt of time i even tried to close my eye to jog but i ran off track. Haha.
Thinking about that, jogging this 4km was like clearing the obstacles in my life, jus that this was physical. And becos im tired of my life that i stop doing some physically strainess activities to enjoy my life abit, however not notice that i also lose my toughness. It's really true that when you can overcome the physical toughness, you will be stronger to face anything in life. Really! I really think that i used to be that tough. As most of my frens know, whenever im feeling down i will do a better long run. This is no longer the case.
I really wanna praise my faithful Father that so loves me that he even provide me with the opportunity to do this run, eventhough i din really pray for it. He knows my heart and He dosent give wat i couldnt bear. Blessed be the name of the Lord.
Fri 25/08/06
Training Prog: 2 sets of 10x100m with 100m jog interval
Average time: 20s
Tue 29/08/06
Training Prog: 6 sets (200m stride,100m jog,100m stride,200m jog)
Average time for 100m stride: 18s
Average time for 200m stride: 40s
With addition of 4km jog after that
Though I also wanted to go for a longer distances jogging after since i started working, but i werent allow due to time constrain. However, hearing the news of jogging a 4km was making me mad.
During the run, the only thing i can think of was hatred. Cos im too tired to do that and it was a 10x on the track. There was 1 pt of time i even tried to close my eye to jog but i ran off track. Haha.
Thinking about that, jogging this 4km was like clearing the obstacles in my life, jus that this was physical. And becos im tired of my life that i stop doing some physically strainess activities to enjoy my life abit, however not notice that i also lose my toughness. It's really true that when you can overcome the physical toughness, you will be stronger to face anything in life. Really! I really think that i used to be that tough. As most of my frens know, whenever im feeling down i will do a better long run. This is no longer the case.
I really wanna praise my faithful Father that so loves me that he even provide me with the opportunity to do this run, eventhough i din really pray for it. He knows my heart and He dosent give wat i couldnt bear. Blessed be the name of the Lord.
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Monday, August 21, 2006
Untitled
Din noe wat to give my title as... hehee.
Monday blues, Sunday post sadness.
Wat a friend lor... Said that we go for the course together. In the end she is going with another person. I still keep in considersation that cos she is studying so it will be quite hard for her to plan. Just as I wanted to ask her for her new schedule, she broke e news tt she is going for e course already. Ane e worst thing is... The application to this month course is closed. Super sad la. She still can come n tell me tt there will be another 1 coming up in sep. Harlo U, im always updated to that lor, just thinking for you. I cant believe my ear la.
With wat had happened... my monday is really bluez already. In addition of those comments and responds of THE EXPERTS in the office really ruin my day. IRRITATING. Never fell so down bbefore... All started to comes after 1 another.... So blue. Can it be purple soon... so tt i can see the r a i n b o w sooner.
The End
of the sad sad story
Monday blues, Sunday post sadness.
Wat a friend lor... Said that we go for the course together. In the end she is going with another person. I still keep in considersation that cos she is studying so it will be quite hard for her to plan. Just as I wanted to ask her for her new schedule, she broke e news tt she is going for e course already. Ane e worst thing is... The application to this month course is closed. Super sad la. She still can come n tell me tt there will be another 1 coming up in sep. Harlo U, im always updated to that lor, just thinking for you. I cant believe my ear la.
With wat had happened... my monday is really bluez already. In addition of those comments and responds of THE EXPERTS in the office really ruin my day. IRRITATING. Never fell so down bbefore... All started to comes after 1 another.... So blue. Can it be purple soon... so tt i can see the r a i n b o w sooner.
The End
of the sad sad story
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Boredom
I had been slacking in office for 2 days le. Haha... Crazy abt 'Princess Hours' n had been slp late recently. Cant wait to finish it, but my schedule is super packed.. e only time to watch is at 11pm at night. Wondering how am I going to have time trial later when i had such a little rest.
Hehehee.. Jap lesson starting tml. So interesting.
Thanks Kor for coming to acc me for lunch today... So touch tt he came down to my work place to look for me...
mmmm. super boring...
Boredom signing off
Hehehee.. Jap lesson starting tml. So interesting.
Thanks Kor for coming to acc me for lunch today... So touch tt he came down to my work place to look for me...
mmmm. super boring...
Boredom signing off
Sunday, August 13, 2006
Along the way of making an U turn
Wondering why i create this blog for... Seldom get to post anything here... partly lazy (cos i dun really like to stare at e com for so long... unless im playing some super interesting games) n partly becos im not gd at all these.. Haha.. The main purpose of the blog is to share with every1 a bible vs every wk... but recently trying very hard to cope with my life.
I thought im quite an organise person n i kind of know what i want... it seem otherwise. I thought i can be some1 tt's simple but it seem like my Father wants me to be different for Him. Im glad to know that but it's really hard for me.
Things seem to be happening in 1 shot...
Being rejected by NIE
Grandpa down with cancer
juggling with working life n family
Becoming so unfit for competition
Life seem to be in a mess
Kind of having e habit of keeping thing to myself... cos surrounding ppl seem to be too busy with life. N every1 seem to be expecting sth from me. N e only companion i have is only my faithful Lord. Give u praise!!
I dun blame any1. Tt's my life isnt it. No one can plan e route for me. Only myself. Quite of regret why i din even choose other courses in Uni when i can, with a gpa of 3.55. Wat a waste right.
Through this, i really learnt alot n have lots of thoughts abt life. God is so wonderful that He created all these to strengthen me. I really thank Him. God certainly has a plan for me... When He closes the door no one can opens it... n if He really opens the door no one can close it too.
Though i cant get into the course that i really want. It really doesnt matter anymore, at least i know i fought to e v end n tried my v best. Stepping in the society, i learn alot too....
Politics is really v scary. I think my coach is right. She knew tt e main reason I want to study is to get away from politics. Im so stress abt it for wks... though it's not abt me... but listening to others' comments certainly giving me a headache.
Nevertheless, i still like my job. Got to learn quite a few skills... N im in the D&D committee... Got to be involve in some planning too... COOL. I loves to learn new thing!
For the upcoming months... i'll take up different courses which i had miss out in e past due to my packed schedule for school n training. So excited. Looking at e bright side...Maybe e reason of not being able to get into Uni this time is becos God want to create some free time for me.... Going for basic jap lesson on this coming wed... I wonder how it'll be like communicating with my jap bosses with what i had learn... Haha... My aim is also to get a driving licence before i get into Uni....
mmmm.... My yonggie bear going into Ns soon... 26th Oct. I think i will miss him badly. My cute bear going to turn into a even macho bear...
Btw... jus wondering if any1 can help me in the customizing of this blog. Its seem no one can add any tag as i dun noe how to make a link to it... Haha
Signing off...
Kinda long winded today... Maybe rainbow is comming out soon =)
I thought im quite an organise person n i kind of know what i want... it seem otherwise. I thought i can be some1 tt's simple but it seem like my Father wants me to be different for Him. Im glad to know that but it's really hard for me.
Things seem to be happening in 1 shot...
Being rejected by NIE
Grandpa down with cancer
juggling with working life n family
Becoming so unfit for competition
Life seem to be in a mess
Kind of having e habit of keeping thing to myself... cos surrounding ppl seem to be too busy with life. N every1 seem to be expecting sth from me. N e only companion i have is only my faithful Lord. Give u praise!!
I dun blame any1. Tt's my life isnt it. No one can plan e route for me. Only myself. Quite of regret why i din even choose other courses in Uni when i can, with a gpa of 3.55. Wat a waste right.
Through this, i really learnt alot n have lots of thoughts abt life. God is so wonderful that He created all these to strengthen me. I really thank Him. God certainly has a plan for me... When He closes the door no one can opens it... n if He really opens the door no one can close it too.
Though i cant get into the course that i really want. It really doesnt matter anymore, at least i know i fought to e v end n tried my v best. Stepping in the society, i learn alot too....
Politics is really v scary. I think my coach is right. She knew tt e main reason I want to study is to get away from politics. Im so stress abt it for wks... though it's not abt me... but listening to others' comments certainly giving me a headache.
Nevertheless, i still like my job. Got to learn quite a few skills... N im in the D&D committee... Got to be involve in some planning too... COOL. I loves to learn new thing!
For the upcoming months... i'll take up different courses which i had miss out in e past due to my packed schedule for school n training. So excited. Looking at e bright side...Maybe e reason of not being able to get into Uni this time is becos God want to create some free time for me.... Going for basic jap lesson on this coming wed... I wonder how it'll be like communicating with my jap bosses with what i had learn... Haha... My aim is also to get a driving licence before i get into Uni....
mmmm.... My yonggie bear going into Ns soon... 26th Oct. I think i will miss him badly. My cute bear going to turn into a even macho bear...
Btw... jus wondering if any1 can help me in the customizing of this blog. Its seem no one can add any tag as i dun noe how to make a link to it... Haha
Signing off...
Kinda long winded today... Maybe rainbow is comming out soon =)
Friday, July 07, 2006
Training program: strengthening
It's really a period to test my faith and to be strong thru Him. I thank God for this training program that He had wisely prepared for me. Really hope that thru this, my family members can unite together and give each other e support. It's tough to even be prepared to lose someone so close to you. I believe all of us dont call ah gong e superman for no reason... He is so tolerating and loving to his wife. He treat her like a princess and solve her needs in her last journey. He is so understanding and caring to his children. He wont trouble them in anyway. He is so wonderful and perfect to his grandchildren. He is so glad to see us spending time with him. He would loves to cook for us but he cant now. Kinda miss some of his creative food....
n this lead back when im very young. Whenever i cry, he will carry me up and Yay, we will go for a walk in e neighbourhood. He will sit at e side like an guidance angel while we were at play. His smile is always so cute n so harmless.
'Ah gong, mei mei want u to be strong k. Dont say that you cant live until next year, i believe tt you can pull thru, u even can overcome e pain to come into this stage. Most of all, dont suffer k. We love you!'
To himself, he is always so "otherfish".
life is really affected. Timetable has to be reschedule but everything for him is worth it. becos of this i feel im getting stronger. Stronger in faith and pyshically. 24hrs never seem enough for me, it's even worst now, as i have to work. Training was reduced from 4 to 2. Praise e Lord that by grace tt i can even pull myself for trg, and survive thru with all i left. It's really submitting every events n activities in my live to Him that He will see me thru. I want to believe that He has a plan for me.
Father Lord i pray that you comfort to my family and may u also take care of their health. Amen
n this lead back when im very young. Whenever i cry, he will carry me up and Yay, we will go for a walk in e neighbourhood. He will sit at e side like an guidance angel while we were at play. His smile is always so cute n so harmless.
'Ah gong, mei mei want u to be strong k. Dont say that you cant live until next year, i believe tt you can pull thru, u even can overcome e pain to come into this stage. Most of all, dont suffer k. We love you!'
To himself, he is always so "otherfish".
life is really affected. Timetable has to be reschedule but everything for him is worth it. becos of this i feel im getting stronger. Stronger in faith and pyshically. 24hrs never seem enough for me, it's even worst now, as i have to work. Training was reduced from 4 to 2. Praise e Lord that by grace tt i can even pull myself for trg, and survive thru with all i left. It's really submitting every events n activities in my live to Him that He will see me thru. I want to believe that He has a plan for me.
Father Lord i pray that you comfort to my family and may u also take care of their health. Amen
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